I have been with my boyfriend for almost a year now. We are living together, we have two pets together, and we are planning to get married, and buy a house. Everything SHOULD be perfect… But I was snooping… (which I know is wrong, but my gut feelings are that something is going on that isn’t good.)

I found that he is subscribed to OKcupid.com and adultfriendfinder.com… which are basically sites to find dates or hook up. I knew he was subscribed to adult friend finder, and I asked him to cancel his account… he SAID he did… but he still opens EVERY email from that site and okcupid. From okcupid he was talking to a match he had, but he told her he was attached (she wasn’t very pretty anyway) I don’t understand why he even bothers with opening and answering those emails unless he IS looking for someone else. I feel like I’m being a bad girlfriend for not trusting him. Other than that he hasn’t given me any reasons not to trust him (like sneaking around etc…) I don’t know what to do anymore. my heart is breaking. How should I address this? PLEASE, I’m begging for help.